Greetings. WARNING, SADNESS.

[Xulriz]

Guys, It's hard finding groups and giving your 110% into your character; Having to keep your chin high and kept well and try to remain intact, hoping for the best. But after awhile, you start to lose it, become frustrated, stress begins it's process, and you feel.. alone inside.. slippin away from eq.. I don't want to leave EQ, but I absolutely CANNOT find any groups nor make any new friends to excell without being guilded with people that are in the party. I'm sorry if I come off brute or offensive, or depressing but It's really hard to attempt to rip the stress off your back and move on like nothing ever happened.. It's starting to give me that feeling everytime I log into EQ.. . JD has been my home for along time- - Even though I have not been with you all, but you've always been in my heart since my days in Kunark. I spoken to Tsarina about becoming a dragon once more, but yet my character did not meet requirements and I was asked to reach 70 so I may be recognize as a low-standard consideration, and I'm sorry I let you down.

I wanted to post this on forums to reach some of you and let you know the feeling of a dying dragon in his peak of his EQ career, but yet I'm still clawing at the surface of all this. Personally I've never felt alone in a game, and for a long time I felt alone in real life.. Which is bad that a video game brings me down, but I considered JD my family. My wife tells me that she's worried about me, always, and I'm thinking that I shouldn't really be approaching you all this way, but I have to get this off my chest.



I apologize if this insulted anyone, but the feeling is overwhelming. And roaming with no inspiration makes it worse.

Long live jd.

[Gigglesworth]

99% of the people you knew in JD from back in kunark are probably gone anyways. JD is a different machine from way back when.

[Dephton]

It's nice that you're trying to scam your way into a guild and all you peice of pathetic shit. If you could name even a couple of the original members of JD before Kunark I'd probably give you a cookie or animal cracker to pacify your stupid ass as you drool all over your keyboard trying to scam/guilt trip your way into a guild.

JD has no room for waterheads, punchy.

[Gigglesworth]

LOL pwnd

[Tappin]

Can't say I remember the name Xulriz, and I've been in JD since '99,

[Gigglesworth]

Tapp's an old timer!

[Silverblaze]

god i miss you dephton, tell the fuckers like it is

[Gigglesworth]

<3 Deph

[Arturum]

Deph -- I can name one...or more.

Can I have a cookie?

[Naagruz]

"My wife tells me that she's worried about me, always"

For chrissakes, give the woman some attention and quit playing EQ.

[Aalena]

I agree with Naag... You're wife is wise. ;) Go love on her!

[Tesfaye]

And if she doesen't want your love, send her my way!

[Sadistica]

<sighs and shakes her head>

[Basque]

That post almost sounds like the kind of manipulative bullshit I'd expect to see from Zendizar. Maybe you can work on correcting that while you level up another toon.

[Gigglesworth]

LOL Basque.....I was gonna post that it might be zendizar....but I figured that whole thing was played out. Then again i'll never get sick of the jokes about it :P

[Bethanor]

Mmm... animal crackers... yum.

Hi all!

[Canamar]

Howdy Beth!! Long time no see :)

[Aristine]

Hi Beth and Cana! :)

[Grimrod]

He was never in JD. And I've been in the guild longer than Tappin.

[Talithia]

Damn, I missed a gem. The only thing this guy forgot to mention was that the suicide hotline was busy when he phoned.

Tal

[Mugsy]

And I was in b4 G-rod & he wasn't in then either =)

Howdy all!

[Gromikon]

My dog likes green jello

[Blufox]

Hey Xulriz. I remember you when you were guilded. heh, I even got a ss of you making fun of Gamgan or something like that.

Sorry to hear life isnt going so well. Here's some advice, take it or leave. Stop posting your personal life on public forums. I know you think you have friends here, but most of the people you knew have moved on and left this game; a long time ago infact. Also give up on this game, no friends left, game is boring, you got more important things to do anyway. wtf you still doing here?

anyways, cya around if you still reading these forums, hah! you could try PMing old friends here, but i dont know if they still come here too. good luck to you

[Basque]

You're thinking of Xuraz, who I guess could be Xulriz. But the timeframe he gave is a little off, isn't it?

[Aalena]

<3 Blu. Miss you much! You always understood me when most didn't =p Hope you are well :)

[Khardan]

Les Jeux sont faits, Xulriz! I think you have us mistaken for people who care =)

I feeling so nostalgic
:chunks

[Gigglesworth]

LOL Khard

[Gahan]

i dont remember him. i think ive been around for a long time. i think...

[Laferty]

Oh how i have missed those that stoped playing in the last year....

You guys cracked me up!

Anyway. If your wife misses you......You are in the minority anyway and should be getting some of that action.

If you are longing for attention... you are looking in the wrong place. only funny jackasses get rewarded here. You aren't funny =/

[Naagruz]

Yeah, Xuraz was the nec who was in the pink robe we got from THO(?), and he was a damn nice guy.

Xulriz on the other hand, just needs to pay attention to his wife before she hands him a divorce and he has to edit his post.

[Fipps]

Nice to see Dephton still has that special touch lol.

[Gwyneira]

Hmmm, I don't remember this guy either. Hey Beth and Mugs! Been a long time :) EMAIL ME! /hug